Not that I'm planning to drop my college career for him, or I wouldn't have ended up on this site in the first place! We both have big dreams to pursue, I understand that.
We were talking about the distance just yesterday, and he told me his brother thought he was crazy for wanting to stay together and that he "would do fine with the girls at his school". He dismissed the thought entirely, which definitely eased my mind. That's when I realized what was stressing me out about the distance: I've been under the assumption that I'm putting his life on pause by being the one moving away. He is such a wonderful guy and I love him so much, and the idea of causing him pain makes me feel dreadful.
Ok, so I'm rambling and sounding totally lame. COMPLAINING DONE! That is the last time I'm complaining in this blog. I still have... 52 days left before our relationship gets tested, and I plan on enjoying every single little bit of it
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