Days in College: 18 Days
Days till I See Him Next: 39 Days
Today started out as a bad day. I lost my only Umbrella, making me run around in the rain until I could find shelter to weather out the short, but strong storms of Florida. After that, I found out that I had missed the lunch times at the cafeteria, and was left to scrounge for food in my dorm... but none of this would give me as much of a heart attack as what would happen later to me with Brennen. Let me start with the good new, because good is always better, isn't it?
Well, today was my second skype date with Brennen! Our conversation was funny, and we definitely kept busy with telling each other stories. His mother was in the room at the time, and so I told him I would leave this really awkwardly funny story for a later time when it was ok to swear and mention a few... naughty things.
Now, I was going to tell him about how I saw Rocky Horror Picture Show last night, and how all of us "virgins" had to stand up front and do a humiliating almost hazing-like contest to see who could say their Dad's name in the best sounding orgasm ever.
Now you see where the bad news comes in....
As a rule, you couldn't back out, or I would have as soon as I found out what we were doing.... so, I did it! At the time it was effin hilarious, because a cross dresser and a women from the cast were pretending to "screw" me while I yelled it.
But.... the next day, I regretted even seeing the movie. I knew I had to tell Brennen what happened, and I hoped that he would find it funny that it would be me that would get caught in such a sticky situation.
He didn't like it. At all.
And now I'm here at 1am typing away, wondering what is on his mind. I told him it wasn't a serious matter.... and he thought it would be the opportune time to tell me he's a little of the Jealous type.
I would have never known that.... and now I feel all awkward, and he swears he's not mad, but something didn't sound right in his voice, and I could tell....
I don't want to ruin this relationship! Oh goodness... not only am I crying, I'm COMPLAINING! I broke my cardinal rule!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HHHHHH!
I need to stop typing. Obviously writing a blog at 1am while overly emotional is a no-no.
If you need me, I'll be inhaling chocolate the next few days until our next call..... and writing my first college research paper! Yay for academia saving me from thinking too much...
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