Days In College: 14 Days
Well, I promised last blog that I would post Brennen's reaction to my Surprise trip to San Francisco in October... and he sounded so excited, it was ridiculous. He had this energy in his voice (we were on the phone, so I couldn't see his face), he actually sounded like he was smiling! I didn't know that was possible! And after a very, VERY long conversation on the phone, we both decided that we needed to talk over the phone more often, because while texting is so handy with our schedule, it doesn't have as great a feel to it as hearing each other's voices.
But after that, our lives got hectic again, and it was until today that we were actually able to get on the phone again. I was soooo excited! I had saved up all these things I wanted to tell him, from my class schedule, to the sex talk at our school, to the amazing dream I had of him and I (only out of embarrassment I lied... my dream was the I came walking out of the airport he had a sign that said "Barbara Jaeb" and when he saw me, he got down on one knee.... it was amazing, but I lied and said we went to vegas together, not sure why that's better, I guess because of the comedy in it.
)The suddenly, his Dad cuts him off, and what I was hoping would be another great conversation became me listening to love songs and eating the peanut M&Ms he had given me (A jumbo bag too... Freshman 15 in a bag, I swear)
For the first time ever, I *miss* him!
Up until this point, it's been "Oh Man! Brennen would love this!" or "Haha, can't wait to tell Brennen about this one" but now it's...
"Why are we in two different time zones?!" and "I wish I could have a hug...."
And this is been in the last hour or so!! SOMEBODY SAVE ME FROM INSANITY!
Oh well, as I did promise in my first blog, I would never complain about our relationship... because you know what? I love him, and he's the best thing to ever happen to me. I have something worth missing
And my New countdown?
Days Til I See Him Next: 44 Days <3
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