Our First Skype Date and my First Test

Days in an LDR: 6 Days
Days in College: 3 Days

I just finished my first ever skype date EVER! And my first skype date with Brennen, of course. It was so nice seeing his face, and even from 3,000 miles away, he can still make me laugh like an insane person and blush all at the same time.  Which I'm sure was to the amusement of my RA who was walking around the dorm at the time. I do have to say though, even thinking about it now makes me want to cry... not because I'm homesick, just because I wish he was experiencing everything with me and not just sitting around his house. It's a weird mixture of tears of joy from seeing him, and tears of sadness from missing him terribly.... but I know this stage is going to be the hardest, being my first time away from home for more than 2 weeks and everything.
But, being in an LDR has its privileges as well. As Brennen is well aware, I like hanging out with "the guys" more than I do giggling gaggles of girls... and I find telling the guys "Oh yeah, I'm in an LDR" makes it a lot easier to talk to them...because then I'm not worried about them possibly liking me, or trying to hit on me... things you would expect from college guys. But now I'm just a part of the group, and that's AOK with me 

I actually got tested on my relationship just yesterday...and I found out I could handle it quite nicely. You see, last night we had a "Welcome" rave party to jump start the fact that all the parents were gone. Now, I LOVE to dance, it's totally my vice (Which is much, MUCH better than alcohol or drugs, at least in my opinion) and I was worried my dancing might lead to some *ahem* "interesting" experiences with the guys.... which it did DUN DUN DUUUUNNNNNNN!!!!.....
but I just kept dancing till they realized I wasn't interested 
I only have eyes for my man, and I think going to the dance reinforced that a little... which made today's skype all the more rewarding 

And now... for random thoughts and current personal events!!!
Guess what guys, I'M NOT PREGNANT! Completely by accident I left my BC at my house, and after a few days of not being on it, I got it. I wasn't really expecting to be....well, expecting, but it was nice to know after the little risk we had a month ago that I'm not.... to find out the full story.... read my blog from a month ago 'round this time 

And random thought of the day? I wonder what Brennen would think if he saw this blog... I'm sure some of the things would be...off-putting (like my confusion over his father)... but I think it would be interesting to hear about what he thinks about my side of the story.... maybe one day I'll sit him down and make him read it.... not right now, though, I don't think my blog is big enough for that, lol

I also met one of the girls from the Ice Cream Club today! It was very exciting to see my Co-Prez and talk to her, because we're totally on the same page when it comes to relationships 


Time to go to bed! 9 o'clock classes.....rawr.