His Birthday!!! Yaaaaayyyyy

Days in a LDR: 1 Month, 18 Days
Days till I see him next: 3 Weeks, 2 Days

Tomorrow is Brennen's 19th Birthday! I plan on leaving a huge long video on his wall tomorrow when I have the time. He opened his present from me Monday night on our skype date. I was really nervous when he started to open the book. (For those of you who don't know, I spent him a sketchbook full of pictures, drawings, love letters, quotes and songs) But, it turns out he liked it, A LOT. He's read it all the way through twice since Monday night. I was actually a little embarrassed! I didn't think it would be that crazy a reaction. I have to wonder if he's shown anyone... what were their thoughts? What are HIS? I sat through him reading the first four readings, but then we called it a night, and he continued reading the next day.
I asked him about it today, but he said he wanted to have the book in front of him when he explained his thoughts, and since he wasn't home, he couldn't do that.

The giving of this book I think fixed a lot of our little disconnects we've been having. It's amazing how it's only been a little over a month, and it feels like it's been WAY longer... it feels like the weeks fly by here, but then it's not moving at all.

Time and distance make everything confusing, I have to say. Here I am, a month into a LDR, and it almost seems like I've gone through an entire year of ups and downs! I hope I'm not the only who feels this way.

I thought I'd end this with adding the cute little text Bren sent me the other day:

B: "...By the way, I love you more than anything. I was actually told tonight that if I were single, I would have no problem "getting it". and the thought never entered my headed because I could only think of you. I realized that I can't even think about it for myself! I can tell my girlfriends (friends that are girls) here how to get laid, but I can only think about you for myself! I love you I love you I love you! I can't wait for the twenty first!"

...Without even knowing have of the paranoid fears I've been having, he manage to assuage them all. Wow. He truly is amazing.