Days till I see him Next: 19 days
I swear every weekend is a new adventure for us. I woke up Friday morning in a bad mood, which only got worse when I was handed a F in my favorite class. Lost in thought, I realized how, annoyingly, I start every conversation with Brennen... he never initiates with me. So, I decided to use my bad mood and see what would happen if I stopped "trying" to start conversations with him. Just for a day, to see when he would get back to me.
He didn't... for two whole days. And meanwhile he was posting pictures of him with all of his galpals. Knowing my nature, I slipped into paranoia, wondering what the heck was going on! Then suddenly, I get a text from him saying "Hello lover...where've you been?" to which (I admit) I said blandly "On campus.. why?". Which he replied "2 days... Not to be clingy, but I just haven't heard from you."
...I guess he always expected me to start the conversations? After that, he never took it for granted, and it's only Sunday now! He even planned a skype date for us! That's usually my job
The interesting part of our conversations of the last two days is that they lightly touch upon deeper subjects, but we never went into detail... things like me browsing Tiffany's for fun (it's fun to pretend you can afford that stuff! Haha) to him naming something Clarence and why he likes that name... everything hints toward us talking about what I can only describe as "future stuff"
Not only that, he's read my sketchbook now at least 4 times.... every night before he goes to bed he reads a section. I'm still shocked!
And I'll end with another text from Brennen, vaguely reminiscent of one entry in my Sketchbook:
Me: You were thinking about me yesterday?
Brennen: Yes, an awful lot. You are so beautiful, your hand fits perfectly in mine. When we are together, holding hands never gets awkward, even if our hands get sweaty. I love holding your body close to mine, your warmth and mine. You make me feel. I can't wait to see you.
*swoon*
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